The Animator

God I hate myself, my boyfriend, he, hurt himself, I wasn't there for him, not I'm on tears wondering why I can never be happy, I honestly hate, everybody, just, everybody, I'd rather talking to a wall that a actual person, I don't know anymore, I'm numb, I feel, nothing?

I dont know if I'll kill myself, I don't know, it's looking like a good Idea at this point though, I'm only wanted for my body, I can never please anybody with anything else, as much as I try, I'm a horrible person, I really am, I hate myself so much, I can never be happy, never, I don't know anymore, I hate it, I hate it so much,why am is this way swusy why why am di a horrible person I dont knwo

I would try to say something, but I dont want to ruin anything.